here's a real post

the past few days have been interesting and fun.

kennywood on saturday was awesome (even though a little stressful at times for various reasons). i went on rollar coasters and ate delicious greasy food. wonderful.

sunday i decided i won't miss going to board meetings. i get to make scrapbooks over the summer which will be fun, and i'm going to be pl of little shop. also fun. didn't study for my final at all. instead i went to movie night at beth's and watched spellbound and the south park movie. by the time i got home it was 4am.

eventually i decided that long philosophical conversations at sunrise are sometimes better than sleep.

today was a good and interesting day. except for the part where i was really tired and had to study proks a lot. i decided that i should play outside in the park more this summer. that's something i hadn't really done since freshman year.

what have i been doing stuck inside for the past two years? i like outside so much better.

i think the summer will be good. weird but good. i'll be far away from the people i am used to spending a lot of time with (both friends and family included in that category). i want to join the photoclub over the summer again and get access to the darkroom to develop my own pictures. i want to watch lots and lots of good movies and catch up on all my reading. i want to go to bars and hang out with beth and miklos. i want to hang out with lots of other people that will be here over the summer too. i want to watch a sunrise from the roof of the mellon institute or somewhere equally as interesting.

i think the summer will be better than the past two semesters mostly because it will be so much stressful. there are less expectations over the summer and everything is more relaxed. that's really what i need right now, i think.

as usual my life is weird, and i'm not entirely sure how i feel about that. interesting and weird are good though and for that i am glad.

thanks to all the people who have given me support over the past few days, weeks, months, years, whatever. you know who you are.