depressing

never ever watch two really sad depressing shakespeare movies ("o" and baz luhrman's "romeo + juliet") with amazing, moving soundtracks, and then read brad fraser's "poor superman" while listening to radiohead's ok computer including the song "exit music (for a film)" which is actually the exit music to romeo + juliet all in the span of about 6 hours straingt. just not a good plan.

man, i have to go back to school life soon. i'm not sure which is worse.

Wake from your sleep,
the drying of your tears,
Today we escape, we escape.

Pack and get dressed
before your father hears us,
before all hell breaks loose.

Breathe, keep breathing,
don't lose your nerve.
Breathe, keep breathing,
I can't do this alone.

Sing us a song,
a song to keep us warm,
there's such a chill, such a chill.

And you can laugh a spineless laugh,
we hope your rules and wisdom choke you.

And now we are one
in everlasting peace,

we hope that you choke, that you choke,
we hope that you choke, that you choke,
we hope that you choke, that you choke.

party?

read joe's blog. and then read tyson's blog. combine them and you've got me.

cellophane

Mister cellophane
Should have been my name
Mister cellophane
'cause you can look right through me
walk right by me
And never know I'm there. . .

ugh

my life always has been and will continue to be a complete disappointment.

i guess i'll just keep on trying to pretend that it's alright.

whoo second post of the day!

this doesn't happen very often.

this site makes your eyes hurt but it's so cool. thanks miklos!

boys are stupid

throw rocks at them.

archie party fun

best comment of the night:
"drunkenness is not only like the bus, it's like an umbrella, too!" ~Connor

so it was raining last night and we walked all the way from webster to the intersection of beeler and wightman... long walk. but the party was good and they had decent beer.

it was craziness and almost a freshman year reunion. deniz and sarah showed up and then we saw ryan spector. weirdness abound.

anyway, it was tons of fun. connor and joe got incredibly drunk because they are dumb. to be repeated tonight of course!

too much to do!

man, do i have so much work to do this weekend and next week....

--director's proposal for complete history
--neuroscience take home exam
--genetics crazy-homework
--learning to not fail basic logic

plus two exams next week in logic and bio of the brain. it is craziness!

at least tonight will be a good party i hope and tomorrow a good night with friends.

director's proposals make me nervous because people are stupid.